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Created on 2008-04-17 20:13:34 (#15396215), never updated
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Basic Info| Name: | littlepink999 |
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Biook so I'm 16 and have been ana/BED alternately for about 4 or 5 years now.
when i was little i was always kinda chubby but it never really bothered me.
then i decided i wanted to be thin. i realised that the less i ate the thinner i would get.
i remember even in primary school throwing away my packed lunches =/
so when i was like 13/14 i was 108lb and everyone always went on about how skinny i was (i'm about 5'6") seriously now i look back at those pictures and just wanna look like that again. even tho at the time i hated myself and thought i was fat.
then last year i got into BED but not purging, ive only ever done that once and am really trying not to get into it.
so i went up to like nearly 130 =[
and then about august last year started restricting again and at xmas was down to 105lb. but the problem was even though i was thinner than i was when i was 13/14 i still didn't look as thin and beautiful cos my hips and thighs have got seriously huge.
so now im back up to like 112 and i am NOT going to get fat again i will NOT.
so yeah, that's my story =]
when i was little i was always kinda chubby but it never really bothered me.
then i decided i wanted to be thin. i realised that the less i ate the thinner i would get.
i remember even in primary school throwing away my packed lunches =/
so when i was like 13/14 i was 108lb and everyone always went on about how skinny i was (i'm about 5'6") seriously now i look back at those pictures and just wanna look like that again. even tho at the time i hated myself and thought i was fat.
then last year i got into BED but not purging, ive only ever done that once and am really trying not to get into it.
so i went up to like nearly 130 =[
and then about august last year started restricting again and at xmas was down to 105lb. but the problem was even though i was thinner than i was when i was 13/14 i still didn't look as thin and beautiful cos my hips and thighs have got seriously huge.
so now im back up to like 112 and i am NOT going to get fat again i will NOT.
so yeah, that's my story =]
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